we are the ocean and amity was fucking awesome!!
anyway, hmm, im staying around the 68kg mark so thats not too bad.
i guess i should put everything i at today :/
breakfast:
-sultana n bran
-passionfruit youghurt
lunch:
-wedges and sour cream
tea:
-2 hotdogs with cheese and sauce
oh and i had a packet of buttermenthols cause im sick from working in the stupid fridges at work all day D:
so i guess really after i think about it, it was just a normal day, i wouldnt really say i went that much over a normal daily intake..

anyway my mum is basically moving out for 6 months!! :D
so really, i can exercise whenever i want
and eat WHATEVER i want :D

work experience is so draining

so i have been having awesome weekends for the past 3 weeks.
and am going to have another one this weekend, im seeing the amity affliction, aka babes
its gonna be awesome, i dont really let the food shit bother me, i have subway, maccas and boost, yummmm (Y)!

anyway, today was a pretty good day!
its been fucking hot lately..
but i have still been walking around the levee.
walked around my long track once.
and then the short track after tea.

what i ate today:
sultana bran
2 pieces of cheese pizza
ravioli
garlic bread
some canteloup
and bottles of water

i know its a lot
but i also walked down the street at lunch
i feel i did a lot

in the morning i weighed 68.3
thats okay i guess!

tomorrow should be a good eating and exercising day :)

so that didnt work
im just gonna try fast tomorrow
to make up for my shit day

wont even talk about how much food i ate on the weekend
i had a wonderful time though :)

tomorrow im gonna have a banana, sultana bran an pasta and garlic bread for tea.
now im watching skins
and i cant be bothered with this blog atm
so yeah

300cal cereal
400cal burger
total = 700cal

good day eating wise.
took the day off school because i wanted to go back to sleep..
just cleaned up and stuff, was an okay day.
walked around the levee, have extended my track, it is now longer, and takes about 50minutes, which i think is pretty good...

so i weighed 68.7 in the morning, thats okay i guess.
wont be on till monday, maybe sunday night.
going to melbourne tomorrow...
to see Leonie, and then Josh Thomas and Hayley! (:
havnt seen leonie all year, i hear shes been running, i bet shes a skinny little stick then!
will probaly just make me jealous.
should be a good day though!
hopefully won't cave and buy so much junk food!

wednesday:
70cal youghurt
200cal soup
200cal freedo frog
total= 470cal.
good day.

thursday:
250cal cereal
400cal burger
200cal caramel koala
total= 850
okay day.

so far, so good
its 1:16PM and i have only had a 70cal youghurt :)
and tea is only about 150cal soup..
so hopefully i stick to it...

fuck school is a bitch, but atleast im not here eating all day

tomorrow goal:
- whatever is for tea
- a yoghurt

so im blogging again

i want this, i need this.
im sick of being so fat.
nothing looks good me.
i really want to lose weight,
right now, i weigh about 70kg
i want to be 60...

here goes..